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Cover
Table of Contents
Editor's Notes
Donations
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Stories & Essays
'57 Chevy
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By Gary Moshimer
A Visit to India From America...
_ By Shubha Venugopal
Calista Flockhart and the MySpace Hoax
_ By Michael Frissore
Recollections and Revelations
_ By Elizabeth Harbaugh
Springtime Visits
_ By Phyllis Link
Stupendous Stew
_ By Malerie Yolen-Cohen
The Genius
_ By Ray Templeton
The Stranger Below
_ By Sam Vargo
Truant
_ By Louise Norlie
Vacation
_ By Dan Devine
Vegetarian Rage
_ By John A. Ward
What Might Pass Between Them
_ By Alexandra Leake

Poetry
A Glutton For Truth
_ By Richard Fein
A Question of Proper Form
_ By Richard Fein
Boiler Man
_ By Leland Jamieson
Horizons
_ By Davide Trame
Lioness In Miniature
_ By Grace M. Murray
Outdone
_ By Pete Lee
Real Life Elocution
_ By Richard Fein
Rewriting An Ending
_ By Rumit Pancholi
September
_ By Tim Shell
Seven Ways of Looking at a Full Moon
_ By Naiya Wright
Shalom
_ By Jeanne Hugoe-Matthews
Sideways
_ By Kristine Ong Muslim
Spirit
_ By Patrick Frank
The Empty Spaces After You
_ By Rumit Pancholi
Thesaurus
_ By Ed Higgins
Uncle Zebulon
_ By J.R. Salling

Art & Photography
Dora Calo
Robert Carter
Noah Erkes
Andrew Patsalou
Saulius
Filip Wierzbicki

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(Continued)

A silence descended upon the entirety of the pub as the game began, our own beloved team starting with the ball. The silence was short-lived, however; with the first of what was to be many attempted goals, we were screaming out in anticipation and frustration.

"Look at this tosser! You don't play with the ball like that inside the eighteen!" Julian exclaimed, gently nudging the man beside him, who nodded at Julian in agreement. "Shoot!"

The player took the shot, but much too late; the other team's keeper easily caught it. As the ball was tossed back into play, I noticed Julian's hand once again on his shin, his fingers tracing the long scar that resided there. It was where the doctors cut open his leg to insert a metal rod: a souvenir of his accident and a constant reminder of what he had lost. The rest of his body may be stationary, but his fingers would be moving like mad, running up and down, back and forth, caressing but at the same time assaulting his disability. He did that whenever he was watching a game, when he was frustrated with what he was seeing.

Julian had spent months after the accident trying to deny it, trying to make it out like things were better than they were, but the facts were all there. Julian's hopes for a career in professional soccer were over. Surgery, heavy rehabilitation and therapy had ensured him the ability to walk, but nothing would enable him to take the field again. Especially not professionally. There was only one thought that could have been going through his head as he watched that striker fumble with the ball and miss an elementary shot: That should have been me. I could have done it. That should have been me.

"Bloody hell!" Pete kept shouting, no matter what was occurring. "Bloody hell! Bloody hell!"

"Cross it!" Julian bellowed, his hands flying up in fevered upset. "Cross the bloody ball!"

There was a great rise and fall of emotions within the pub as the ball was crossed and was skillfully intercepted.

"Dear Lord, Adrienne could have made that cross!" Julian groaned, resting his head down on the bar.

"I don't suppose that was in any way complimentary," I muttered.

"Well, you're a Yank, Adrienne," Pete replied. "Everyone knows you lot can't play football for shit."

"Well, thank you for that, Pete."

Within the few seconds that our brief conversation had taken place, the game had completely switched pace. Suddenly, the ball was down on our side of the field, the other team's striker running with a tremendous breakaway. He was barreling down the field, straight towards our goal, and our keeper seemed to be making no attempt at even considering saving a potential shot.

"Keeper!" I screamed, nearly knocking over my beer. "Where's the keeper on that one?"

"Keeper's got it," Julian murmured, more to convince himself than me. "There we go... Keeper's on that one."

And as always, it was exactly as Julian said it would be. The keeper saved the shot with ease and punted it back into play. The game continued with much of the same, with players taking shots and making passes, all of us in the pub screaming our lungs out over absolutely everything. For an hour and a half this occurred with little interruption.

As regulation game play drew to a close, the tension inside the pub had reached a near tangible intensity. It was almost as if everyone began to grow nervous, as if there was something greater at stake for every single one of us seated in that pub. It's a peculiar phenomenon really. Just sitting there, watching the game, my heartbeat quickened, my body tingled and twitched without me really noticing, and sometimes I even became a bit nauseous. But then, when the whistle blew and the players trotted off the field and a great onslaught of commercials commenced, there was great sigh of relief. A release to all the tension and anxiety and stress. And that, too, is nearly tangible.

"That's it!" Pete cried, throwing himself down on the bar. "I can't do this anymore! I'm going to piss myself if this match goes on much longer. Who wants to buy me a pint?"

A man at the far end of the bar laid down several bills, catching Pete's eye.

"Pour one for yourself, barkeep. This is one hell of a match!"

"Bless you, sir!" Pete exclaimed, popping up from his dejected position and swooping over to claim his prize. "Bless you, you lovely gem of a man!"

"Before you proceed to kiss the man, Pete, could I have another pint as well?" Julian asked.

Pete, suddenly all business, nodded, turning to face me.

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