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Cover
Table of Contents
Editor's Notes
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Submission Guidelines
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Stories & Essays
Balance
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By Alison Baumy
Contemporary Cultural Differences...
_ By Ninni Siurua
Eclipsed Yesterdays
_ By Clyde Windjammer
Healthy Guy
_ By David J. LeMaster
Immortalis Letum
_ By Sophie Davis
Last Call For Salvation
_ By Angela P. Markham
My Fault
_ By Ro Thorton
Pacific Northwest
_ By Aaron Hellem
Q-Q Ca Choo
_ By Billy Pilgrim
The Best Laid Plans
_ By John A. Ward
The Ecstasy of Cooking
_ By Sam Nolting
The Girl With the Green Umbrella
_ By J.R. Earlebeck
The Gods of Houston
_ By Rebekah Frumkin

Poetry
Athena's Owl
_ By Amberly Mason
But I Have Never Known This
_ By Kaleen Love
Clouds On Your Floor
_ By Savannah Bobo
Crowded Lobby
_ By M. Blair Spiva
Ever After
_ By Bennie Johnson
Important Questions
_ By P.T. Bell
Migration
_ By Sarah Wassberg
Moon Goddess
_ By Kristina Diane Smith
Oldest Profession
_ By Ashley Polker
On Visiting Hay-on-Wye
_ By M. Blair Spiva
Sodom and Gomorrah
_ By Jessica Fannin
Wal-Mart
_ By P.T. Bell

Art & Photography
Jeremy Harker
_ Paintings
Douglas C. Knight
_ Photography
Jed Knox
_ Paintings and Drawings
May Ann Licudine
_ Paintings
Danny Malboeuf
_ Paintings
Alex Stanbury
_ Photography

(Continued)

"Do you have my hat?" the girl asked, twirling her umbrella in her tiny hands.

"Oh. No," Lilah lied. She did have the hat; she'd taken it with her after leaving the common. She was unsure why she had. It was a pretty thing, dainty and white, full of ribbons, with a counterfeit flower on the rim which did nothing to detract from its own beauty, silk or no.

It was on the couch across the room.

Dori could see it, peering around Lilah from outside. Slyly, she grinned. "Liar." And she slid into the room, somehow. She glanced around, surveying the decor—or lack thereof—critically. "Simply Spartan," she appraised, "aren't you? But I suppose that's what comes of being bred more for brawn than brain, isn't it?"

"What?" said a confused Lilah.

"My point exactly," Dori agreed. She fluttered onto the sofa. "I like it, anyway. It's clean, nice. Not like at home. Ran always makes me clean it."

With a sigh, Lilah hit the button to close the metal door. "Isn't that what you were made for?"

"What, cleaning? Me?" Dori scoffed. "No, of course not. I was made to provide companionship, Lilah, silly Lilah. By the time Ran got me, he'd lost the regular maid in the divorce. You remember that."

"Where were you from before?" Lilah sat beside her.

"I was manufactured, special order, as a gift for Ran's daughter. It was after a game, about a year ago. He got drunk. She got killed when the car crashed. His wife got mad. My legs were destroyed in the collision, but Ran had me repaired so I could work. That's all." The girl sounded bitter.

Lilah had to ask. "Is he an asshole?"

"It would go against my ethical documentation to give you an affirmative," Dori replied, chewing her lip, scooping up her hat and turning it in her hands, "but I could stand a lack of ethics on occasion."

"An opinion, you mean?"

Dori giggled. "Yeah, you could call it that." She took out the pins that held her intricate hair aloft, and the bunched locks fell smoothly down to the small of her back in a straight, uncomplicated wave.

Lilah took Dori's molded-jade hair decoration with a leaf on it, examined it, and asked, "Why do you wear so much green?"

Grinning, kicking off her shoes and lying across the length of the couch, Dori explained. "That's a funny thing. You know, back in the days before The Boom? There used to be green plants. Green everywhere. Some places you couldn't get away from all the trees, and grass, and ferns, and the flowering green things.

"Then people destroyed it all, created the factories, built the cities, made the bombs. The plants gave us clean air, but people didn't think about that. Now everything's all gray, and since I was made in a factory, I feel obligated to replace at least some of color Earth used to have.

"Can you imagine?! A world that was green instead of gray!”

Lilah couldn't.

"There were animals, too. Living things that weren't human. Flying things, covered in feathers like old-lady-fashions. They sang. And scaly things, like they were covered in gravel. And slippery things that couldn't breathe out of water."

"I wouldn't want to breathe water," Lilah stated dubiously.

"Of course, because now the water is gray like everything else. But then! Then the water was clear," Dori reflected solemnly.

Lilah didn't believe her.

Dori asked the time.

Lilah told her.

Dori's face fell. She stood. "I need to go. I'll be in trouble if I stay." The girl smiled, gathering up her hat and umbrella and shoes. "Goodbye!" she called, and was gone.

***

They all remember the first time they saw her. The Coyotes saw Ran with the android, sitting in the stands. A new girlfriend, they were sure, but they soon found out what she really was: a legless android in a wheelchair, good for little but sitting around and being—if it can be attributed to a robot—depressed. She didn't cry, just sat around, and at the end of the game, alongside Ran, she told them all in a bitter, disdainful tone:

"Football is barbaric."

She said nothing more.

They've hated Dori since.

There exists among the team a consensus that Dori is, for being metal, "pretty cute." For a thinking doll, wow, just imagine what that mouth, those dainty hands, could do. She's got breasts up top; what might be found below, if anything at all? If Ran knew, which he certainly did, he wasn't telling.

All conversation and advances she rebuffs. "Give me a kiss," a girl jeers, and Dori politely declines. "Come over later," a boy offers, and she walks away without a word in exchange. The girls on the team say she's narrow, the guys that she's completely off the path.

If she really can like girls or boys, or anyone at all, was never the point. No one cares to discuss technicalities. She's just there, and doesn't she look good standing in her spot? In fact, if Dori did say "yes" to a team member, just once, he or she wouldn't know what to reply, how to respond, what they would want to do.

Thinking ahead wasn't a football player's forte, or even pianissimo.

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