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Cover
Table of Contents
Editor's Notes
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Stories & Essays
A Wedding Toast For Daddy's Little Girl
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By Miriam N. Kotzin
Bread
_ By Debbi Pless
Flowers
_ By Rachel Miller
Gyokusai
_ By Julie Jordan
Hearts Without Armor
_ By Angela P. Markham
Mental Constipation and Brain Vomit
_ By Winnie Khaw
My Best Subject
_ By Ashley Polker
Piper
_ By Samantha Rae
Requiem For An Author
_ By R. Holsen
Sometimes It Pours Only Dogs
_ By Saana Tykkä
The Black Tape
_ By Brad Jashinsky

Poetry
A Slave To Time
_ By Clyde Windjammer
Colour
_ By Kaleen Love
Death By My Lover
_ By Jessica Tempestad
I Am A Pineapple
_ By Rachel Miller
Lament For the Lost Soldier
_ By Melissa Augeri
Laundry Arcade
_ By Ashley Polker
Left Silent To Dream of Wine
_ By Kaleen Love
Mortality
_ By Henry Grieves
Ode To Microsoft Spell Cheque
_ By Arielle Demchuk
Reminiscent of Society As An Individual
_ By Henry Grieves
Ship's Cook
_ By Heather Inwood
The Phoenix
_ By Kaleen Love
The Raven and the Dove
_ By Melissa Augeri
Train Dreamer
_ By Heather Inwood 

Art & Photography
S. Camargo
_ Photography and Drawings
David C. Clarke
_ Photography
Wiltekirra Samaxionn
_ Photography
Anca Sandu
_ Paintings
Austin Tanney
_ Photography
Ray Tsang
_ Paintings
Mark Warren
_ Photography

(Continued)

"That crazy old bat," the father said in an admiring tone, fumbling to put on his glasses. "It’s all here! All of it! Fifteen, sixteen… eighteen versions before she finally wrote ‘the end’ and went on to something else!"

In the next room, Daniel breathed a sigh of relief he hadn’t known he’d been holding in and slumped backwards into a chair. Then he landed on the floor with a thump because the chair was not, in fact, there. Meg did turn around at this, and Daniel glared around the room until it was quiet. Beside Meg, her father went on chattering. "It’s all in here… character profiles, story outlines, notes about the worlds she was creating… she wrote everything down! Everything! I don’t think she tossed any of it!"

"Dear, shouldn’t we keep this private, maybe erase the disks?"

"Are you kidding? This is … this is incredible! And it’s all so neatly archived…"

Meg walked very quietly, almost tiptoeing, into the other room while her parents debated back and forth. She knew her father would win anyway; he always did on things like these. She wanted to find out what that thump in the other room had been. The young girl squinted around the room, her eyes adjusting to the dim light. "I know you’re in there," she said softly so as not to alarm her parents. "I heard you."

Seline stepped forward, to the shocked and terrified (though some approving) glances of everyone in the room. "Shouldn’t you be with your parents?" she asked the girl gently.

Meg’s eyes widened. "I know you," she said softly. "You’re Seline of the Bear Clan." Seline nodded. "You’re in the Outcasts of Deep Glen trilogy." Seline nodded again, and Meg’s eyes grew even wider. "But… what are you doing here?"

"We’re all here," she said, gesturing around the room at the assembled figures. "We came to say goodbye to her."

"So… you’ve said goodbye. What happens to you now?" Meg asked.

Daniel stood up slowly, sighing heavily. "Well, that’s the real question we’ve all been asking. See, the thing is, we don’t really know. Best guess is that if we’re not remembered, if our memories died with her, we just fade away."

"It has already begun," said one young man Meg didn’t recognize.

Meg’s eyes widened. She looked almost afraid. "But… but you’re all so… that’s not fair!"

The tall, almost elfin blonde man in the corner chuckled. "That happens a lot."

"I mean it," she said with the sort of righteous indignation only a fourteen-year-old girl could muster. "It’s not…" Then she seemed to think of something, and looked back to where her father, having predictably won the argument, was busily packing up disks and notebooks. "But the notes… you’re all in there. And I bet some of you that didn’t get… well, you’re all in there."

"Well, yes." Daniel agreed. "More than you might believe. But if they don’t ever get read, no one will know about them."

Meg looked furious. "Well, that’s just…" she stalked into the other room and grabbed the box of disks from her father’s startled hands. "That’s just… stupid!"

"Meg, honey… it’s what she wrote," her father said, utterly confused.

"No, not that… oh, never mind," she told her father exasperatedly, and stalked back into the room with the box clutched to her tiny chest. "I’ll write. I’ll write and I’ll write and I’ll write. And somehow, I’ll make it all work out."

Daniel stared at Meg with an expression of disbelief warring with amusement. After a long silence he began to chuckle. Then he began to laugh. And then he was leaning back against the wall howling with laughter, with some of the others joining in as they saw the joke and others just staring at the rest of them as though they’d all gone mad. "You know," he said finally, when he could speak again. "You sound so much like your grandmother."

"I’ll take that as a compliment, thank you," Meg said waspishly, making Daniel burst into giggles again.

"Yes, I think you might make it work," he said thoughtfully. "You just might.”